Well, this should be interesting. I have asked for Siri’s help in writing this post. Any weirdness that ensues should be blamed on her, since my Neuro chemistry seems to be pretty much back to normal.
First of all, it has been a long long time since I tried to write anything. I’m not sure why, maybe I just didn’t have much to say. but the boredom of recuperation from surgery has led me to a state of desperation, I suppose I just want a way to organize what’s on my mind.
Our story so far: 2025 has been a heck of a year, not just for our country, which appears to be held, bent on self-destruction, but also for me personally. This is the year I turned 65, and my body’s sense of humor has been on full display. I had another little episode of a fib at the beginning of the year, met a new cardiologist, and had the old ticker shocked back into rhythm. It sort of reminds me of my old radio that would tune in if you just slapped it on the side hard enough. In Midsomer, I had a string of fainting spells that culminated in a trip to the emergency room, where the doctor admitted me for a couple of days while I was bled and tested, and a radiated to no avail. They found a neurologist who specializes in my particular condition, And I was able to get an appointment for March 17, 2026. I’ll update you…
Then, a couple of weeks ago, at least I think it was a couple of weeks, I was out for a late night run when I felt a twinge in my left Achilles heel. I decided not to be stupid and stopped running. As I walked home, I felt what I thought was the concrete breaking under my foot. But with my next step, a searing pain shot through my leg, and I realized that what I had felt was that famous tendon popping. I was about a half mile from home, so I limped to the house, wrapped up in ice, and sat quietly debating whether or not I should go to the emergency room. That question was settled when I tried to stand back up out of my chair. Based on the shrieking, the neighbors must have thought that someone was torturing a puppy in my house. I managed to limp to my rental car (oh, did I mention that my own car had been totaled a few days earlier by a hit and run lunatic?) And drove myself to the ER. There I was once again bled and tested and a radiated The handsome young doctor looked at my foot, and in his best clinical bedside manner, whispered the words “uh-oh.” The only question that remains was whether or not the Achilles tendon was just torn or completely ruptured. Subsequent MRI and orthopedic surgeon consultation led to the conclusion that the tendon was not only completely ruptured, but broken in a really unusual way. Ordinarily, the tendon snaps somewhere in the middle, and the surgeon can sew the ends back together. In my case, the tendon had snapped off at the Heel bone. The second surgeon, I talked to, one who specializes in such things, described the process, as installing some kind of hardware that would be screwed into my heel, giving him something to sew the frayed end of my tendon down, connecting my foot to the rest of my leg once again. It is a fascinating and slightly miraculous procedure, and one for which I am grateful.
The surgery was last Tuesday, (I’m writing this on Saturday afternoon), and my instructions are to spend the next two weeks “sitting in a chair like a slug.“ Other than occasional trips to the bathroom and the microwave, I have done my best to obey those instructions. Which leads me to the aforementioned drug habit.
The doctors sent me home with a potent anti-nausea drug to offset the effects of the notorious opioid they prescribed for my pain. Considering the damage it has done to my home state, I was a little surprised that you could still get OxyContin in Kentucky, but there it was: a little white pill that had brought about so much damage, not just in the Commonwealth but all over the country. I was suspicious, but advice from my friends and the throbbing in my foot led me to cautiously begin using the medication. To be honest, I’m not sure yet did much to reduce my pain– but it definitely made me care much less about how much my foot hurt.
I took the pills every four hours, as prescribed, for the first two days, then backed off to one in the morning, and one before bed. Today I have not had one at all, and while I am certainly aware of unpleasant sensations under the bandages, I would not describe what I’m feeling as severe enough to require medical intervention. So it seems I have escaped Leif as a geriatric junkie. At least for the time being.
So, how does one spend one’s time under the kind of restrictions I have? I have been sleeping a lot. I have been reminding myself to eat, because I know how important that is to healing and… You know… Staying alive and every day. I have been Meditating. Practicing mindfulness and quiet contemplation. I have a short stack of books. I’m reading, one on the teachings of the Buddha guy techno Han. OK, Siri. That’s not funny. That should be Thich Nhat Hanh. Siri’s Vietnamese is sorely lacking.
I am also skimming around in the manual for my new car, a 15 year old Honda that I hope to be able to drive sometime in October. As I said… it has been a heck of a year.
I did not intend for this post to be a novella, so I think I’ll wrap up for the time being. If nothing else, it will help loved ones to catch up and help me to . Keep my memories organized. I hope you are well, dear reader. We’ll catch up again soon.
